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You think I'd be angry...

Sat Aug 15, 2009, 2:17 PM
You’d think I’d be mad by having two of the closest people to me turn their backs. I can’t say I didn’t see this coming. What did get me, is the fact I knew this would happen and warned them of it, and still... this happens anyway. You think I’d be upset for being betrayed by the sneaky ways of a former trusted companion, but no, I’m not. I don’t wonder why, but I’m going to tell you anyway…

I’m better than that. I know why and how it happened. Doesn’t mean it’s right. And no matter how they see the justifications in their ways, they’ll rot without me. No one can build a sturdy house upon sand.

I love how they hate me for the stupidest reasons I’ve ever encountered from them. How people have the impudence to tell me how to teach them. How they try to tell me what’s right for them; how they can see me as their equal when they are nowhere near me; how they come even close to thinking I need them…

I sympathize for that kind of mentality. Normally pupils respect their mentors and teachers, let alone their makers. But not for them. They’re too good for structure or authority. Ha, I love the tunnel vision.

Well, they’ll eat each other when the time comes. Because if they can turn on me, they can turn on each other. Good luck with that.

  • Mood: Neglect

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:iconirubisu:
thank you for the fav!

reposting more content from old account right now. may see it few minutes later, but be awared: it's mature :3
:icondisturbed313:
:meow:

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:iconcemac:
That's okay....thank you for thanking me for thanking you for......let's just agree that we are both thankful :laughing:
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:blowkiss:

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:iconbabycalvary:
*meow*

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:iconbabycalvary:
No problem. Thank you for thanking me. :]

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:iconcemac:
Thank you very much for the :+fav: for 'Tangled Web', which is truly appreciated. :blackrose: Sorry my thank you is so late :ashamed:
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:icondisturbed313:
YOU'VE JUST BEEN RAWWR-ED SEE MY JOURNAL FOR THE INFO CRAPP quick!! :eager:

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:eager:*click me CLICK ME*:eager: [link]
ANA + CHARLIE = TRUE LOVE FOREVER :heart:
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:icondisturbed313:
thnx for all the uber glastick :+fav: Z :huggle:

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:eager:*click me CLICK ME*:eager: [link]
ANA + CHARLIE = TRUE LOVE FOREVER :heart:
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---:dummy:CHARLIE (AKA..HEATH):meow:AND EVE:dummy:---
:icondisturbed313:
*gasp* RAWWR!! gobble

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:eager:*click me CLICK ME*:eager: [link]
ANA + CHARLIE = TRUE LOVE FOREVER :heart:
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---:dummy:CHARLIE (AKA..HEATH):meow:AND EVE:dummy:---
:iconbabycalvary:
Boo to you, too!!

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:iconmindlesspuppettoy:
thanks for the :+fav: ^^

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:icondisturbed313:
BOO!

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-------------------BLOOD STAINED SILENCE-------------------

:eager:*click me CLICK ME*:eager: [link]
ANA + CHARLIE = TRUE LOVE FOREVER :heart:
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---:dummy:CHARLIE (AKA..HEATH):meow:AND EVE:dummy:---
:iconhorrorrudey:
positive wicked fellas!! ha ha ha!!
:iconbabycalvary:
You're very welcome. :]

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:iconyoung-art:
thanks for the fave:D:D
:iconbabycalvary:
Oh, well... Thanks. :] I guess I don't really see myself as anything to think that. But thank you.

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:iconhorrorrudey:
by how you draw, for sure!!
:iconsworn-knife:
Thanks for the +fav!

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